My house was in a very cold kind of situation after CNY, me and my housemate is actually having many misunderstanding toward each other and the situation worst is we accused each other in facebook, while, of course i feel guilty about it for asking her to move to Casa subang my college recommendation apartment and said that she talk bad about us at the back, so my sista she go want us to have a meeting that night after our night market walk, talk about night market, me and my friend Pat saw something interesting during our walk, so we found out that it was roadshow but it was a present giving kind of roadshow which was from astro JIA YU.
Once i start standing there the girl from the stage said " let us welcome the new comers and gave them a gift, so that time i was saying wow, is a good topic for my blog also, so i was like thinking to snap few picture of them, and once i wanted to snap the host on the stage sported me maybe because i wearing a very big spectacle( hehe, paiseh, shock sendiri) .... so she ask me to join the "guess and give" section. so i went in front of her and she ask me who is the lady in the magazine, and i like TVB drama of course i know her, it was 徐子珊, so i told her the answer, and i thought she will gave me something special la, but she gave me a SISTER magazine, and it was not bad la actually, can see the latest fashion update. =)
so continue my story la.....
During the meeting i was very nervous that i will need to meet the opponent at last face to face and talk clearly....so my sista tell us to speak out our feeling toward each other, and i hate this section of course, you will like kena knife shot like that and than you need to except whatever she said, an my EQ is very low, so i was quiet outraged during the conversation which she said my problem out, and it does hurt me, because she said i was not really care about her while, actually i care about her, but sometime she seems you know like to sit alone in front of the computer screen, and i was close with her sister so she said whenever i go to her room i will always look for her sister and she look kinda of lack out, while, the problem is because i know she like to save money and wouldn't want to have dinner outside, so i often won't ask, i think that's why she think i was trying to ignore her with another reason. while, she said a situation that make my emotion burst was on a heavy raining day, i was just came back from outside of course i was exhausted and tired, suddenly a phone call came in, it was her on the phone, so she make a request of asking me to come to fetch her with umbrella at the opposite which my sista hospital is, so i saw the rain and lightning + thunder those situation i was so scared, i really can't remember what kind of expression i have during the phone call, and i tell her to pray to God for smaller rain or stop the rain so that i might not need to be in a super heavy rain like this. So i ready to make a steps to fetch her, wear my raincoat and take two umbrella and walk, while after a while the rain did actually become smaller that was what i expect la, Thank God. While, because i ask her to pray to God for a smaller rain or stop the rain, so that i won't be wet wet la, because i really hate rainy day especially outside that time, so she misunderstand me thought that i actually don't want to help her, but actually i want.
and so because my emotional was so outraged i ask her to stop talking and move out, because she said until like i was those devil like that which i was not, and make me fall trip. so i insist and go for a bath and during the bath i cried to the Lord and ask for a way to settle this problem so i cool down and i know if i run away from the situation the case will be more worst, so i ask God to guide me, and i felt that God ask me to apologize and everything will be in his guidance, so after i change my clothes and everything i went to the living room and continue so i apologize that i don't understand her feeling and explained to her everything was a misunderstood, and i believe she know i was not really that kind of person, so we settle everything by crying and hugging each other which i believe that God want me to learn to humble myself because i was being proud i don't want to said i was the one who does the wrong thing, i just want to blame her until she collapse, so this is what i have learn, learn how to humble and be true to each other and most important LOVE.=)
PS: Chelsea next time is your turn to help me with the umbrella la.....hahaha.....LOVE YOU ♥
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